The last warm day of the year. It should have been a perfect riding day; instead, I’ve been laid indoors with crippling anxiety. It may well just be the new medication taking its time to take effect, but my brain has been unworkable.
Currently awaiting a callback from the doctor’s surgery, as I’m really struggling to keep myself afloat right now. I have to keep reminding myself that it will pass, as will all things, and I’ll soon be back in a space where I can function. The last hour has been a little easier than the rest of the day.
The forecast for tomorrow is horrendous, but I’ll do my best to get back out on the road and ride the route I’d planned for today.